简讯对方说自己将到曼谷，希望能见面，然后由曼谷直飞印度，印度直飞返马。
今天收到对方的简讯，说不再有晴天，只有黑暗的日子。不停的哭泣，痛从没离开过。
接着，问我何时抵达曼谷 和 何时离开飞往印度。
我的第一个反应是 不清楚对方到底发生了什么重大的事。
亲人离开？财务负债？被情人撇？
据我了解，对方的父母有患疾。对方的财务管理并非理想。要是被情人甩的话，I have no comment。
我的心情是 难过的，真的替对方担心，年纪也不小了，旦愿对方一切顺利，安然无恙。
坦白说，财务的问题，我真的帮不了多少，对方一个月的房租加水电就是我的工钱。若我能养得起对方，那是5至10年之后的事，当然我是愿意，所谓你情我愿。关于对方的家人，对方真的很在乎母亲，每个月7至8成的薪水都寄给妈妈，巨蟹座吧，希望对方的母亲还好好的。若是被情人甩，那希望没被利用就好，我会当笑话来听。
觉得，不是 因为我。
真的担心他会走极端。Please stay strong。
29-10-14
1214am
旦愿你 一帆风顺
前晚，搭轻快铁，入电车见座位上 遗留了一枚 blue token，便赶快捡起，用手戳已跨出电车 且挂着耳机在听着歌的外国人，然后我一手交给对方即闪人。对方的表情先是吓了一跳，然后变成感激的脸孔。祝你有个美好的旅程。
希望在远方的人，一帆风顺。
16-10-2014
希望在远方的人，一帆风顺。
16-10-2014
BUY OR DIE
必须要买入一些实用的 sportswear & equipment。网购，一看再看，with limited budget，却从200 累积到300 再到500 ，现在目前累积到600。一直在添购，可是都很实用啊。
实际上，我是个会疯狂买东西的人。不过，那是以前，经过静观修练，现在蛮会存钱，然后挥霍一笔（旅行）。
旅行，太棒了。大家一定要尝试单独旅行，长时间在外旅行。只要你 Buy，你的人生不会就那么样的 Die。
实际上，我是个会疯狂买东西的人。不过，那是以前，经过静观修练，现在蛮会存钱，然后挥霍一笔（旅行）。
旅行，太棒了。大家一定要尝试单独旅行，长时间在外旅行。只要你 Buy，你的人生不会就那么样的 Die。
http://www.indianrail.gov.in/#
A very important and useful, main website of Indian railway train. Should you believe that you are viewing this simple webpage with millions of Indians at the same time you are clicking in.
I personally use it to check the availabilities of seat, time and fares. Usually, I can't get the tickets that I want at the first time so I will do some research through that website, those railway links from each cities and towns, should get on and off the train from where and when. Purchase from travel agencies is not an ideal for a backpacker like me, with very limited budget and unfriendly. Mostly, talkat is my perfect choice, saviour. Talkal, which is a very important train ticket for the people are needing it and it will be issued within 7days before the scheduled date.
Enjoy. Have a nice journey.
UNDECIDE
3RD NOV FAMILY GATHERING.
4TH NOV FLIGHT TO BANGKOK.
7TH FLIGHT TO CHENNAI.
14TH JOURNEY TO THE NORTH, KASHMIR AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
I WISH TO SEE SNOWFALL. AND PAUSE IT IF I KNOW MAGIC.
A Message
Just received a message this morning,
"Hope you are doing well."
Nothing's fine, I'm torn.
Nothing's fine, I'm torn.
I thought, I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
It crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care, I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
It crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care, I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn
Route of Nov Dec Jan
行程很仓促。硬把 Kashmir雪山 和 印度旅程最长的火车 挤入行程。
入出雪山及寒冷是个大问题，火车来回耗时一星期。
旅游budget 虽然是降得很低，不太耗体力和安全，有意义，但行程真的有点紧。
小国，加油!
Flight & Train
After visiting Bangkok, if ex didn't say anything and just let me go. I will start my journey instead of staying for months.
Ok, let's say if I should let it go. Take a flight to India, Kolkata/Chennai, take the train to the southest part of India, then take the train up to the northest part of India, Jammu. Then yoga center. Then meditation in Nepal. Back to India for mothers' teresa volunteer service, Bangladesh. After that to Kolkata again, take the flight to Bangkok if ex wanted, otherwise will try Singapore/ Indonesia/ just step on homeland Kuala Lumpur.
Everything has to be done before 14th Jan 2015 due to the registration of NZ working holiday. I really really really want it! Otherwise, have to figure it how to get in Australia.
8-10-2014
Ok, let's say if I should let it go. Take a flight to India, Kolkata/Chennai, take the train to the southest part of India, then take the train up to the northest part of India, Jammu. Then yoga center. Then meditation in Nepal. Back to India for mothers' teresa volunteer service, Bangladesh. After that to Kolkata again, take the flight to Bangkok if ex wanted, otherwise will try Singapore/ Indonesia/ just step on homeland Kuala Lumpur.
Everything has to be done before 14th Jan 2015 due to the registration of NZ working holiday. I really really really want it! Otherwise, have to figure it how to get in Australia.
8-10-2014
Schedule FULL
November, yoga month. Drawing as part time.
Gonna have a long stay in the yoga center, located at Rishikesh. Two yoga courses a day with good diet. Then I will have time to master my drawing skill.
-Yoga section at 9am and 3pm daily.(2h)
-Outdoor drawing will be 11am-1pm, in/outdoor drawing will be at 5pm-7pm, 8pm-10pm.(6h)
-Sleeping at 10pm-5am.(7h)
-Meditate at 430am-5am, 8am-9am, 1pm-2pm, 7pm-730pm.(3h)
Total 15~25days. WORK HARDER!
December, meditation month.
I just registered two courses back to back, continuously. Can't say bad, it would be a great decision and everything will be fine and sparkling. Gonna undo my karma, be my own reflection, be honest and accept flaws and all without guilty feeling.
You are a strong boy, most day not but one day you will be the real man. Man enough to embrace all the good and the bad things and spread out the love with selflessness.
I was here.
8-10-2014
Gonna have a long stay in the yoga center, located at Rishikesh. Two yoga courses a day with good diet. Then I will have time to master my drawing skill.
-Yoga section at 9am and 3pm daily.(2h)
-Outdoor drawing will be 11am-1pm, in/outdoor drawing will be at 5pm-7pm, 8pm-10pm.(6h)
-Sleeping at 10pm-5am.(7h)
-Meditate at 430am-5am, 8am-9am, 1pm-2pm, 7pm-730pm.(3h)
Total 15~25days. WORK HARDER!
December, meditation month.
I just registered two courses back to back, continuously. Can't say bad, it would be a great decision and everything will be fine and sparkling. Gonna undo my karma, be my own reflection, be honest and accept flaws and all without guilty feeling.
You are a strong boy, most day not but one day you will be the real man. Man enough to embrace all the good and the bad things and spread out the love with selflessness.
I was here.
8-10-2014
比我还年轻的 俄罗斯人
他们俩兄妹 真的是带着class出门旅游。巴士接近凌晨才到Dhramsala，下了站，大家各自纷飞，只有我是单枪匹马的亚洲人背包客。来到taxi stand，driver开的价钱是合理但我想与其他人平摊，结果看到这两位一副老神在在的说着不灵通的英文，我便鼓起勇气搭话。他们好像小绵羊，显得我很凶悍，其实是被印度环境所影响的，你不凶则被人坑，一个善良的人来到印度的第二个月不会再是好欺负的了。Deal，我们一起搭这辆taxi找住宿去！
Driver，给我去这间！
“我们是第一次选择到亚洲游玩，为了体验亚洲的精髓，所以我们选择了疯狂的印度，呵呵呵”
“我们喜欢印度”
“我爱印度～”
P/S：他们的皮肤如婴孩一般！
“我爱印度～”
P/S：他们的皮肤如婴孩一般！
Keep Walking and Finalizing
这两天和好朋友混。他要下厨，问他需要本人供应什么材料，结果不用，最后一起煮和吃了很好的东西。当然，还有酒，这一回是白酒，本人意外的喜欢，喝了不到一杯，醉意很快上了来。这回我没提自己失恋的事，因为觉得还是把垃圾丢回给自己，要保持觉知，告诉自己只不过是一种无明欲望，是种负面情绪。今天到处逛来逛去，他的目的是看家具，我的目的是看旅行用品。
P/S: 我忘了洗碗碟。But 我的手真的对洗碗精有点敏感。
最后list down了想要做的东西：
renew passport 300
indian visa 232
rental 690
sportswear and equipments 600
seed jean x2 80
air ticket budget 500 312
bangladeshi visa 40? X
check myanmar visa X
nepal visa on spot usd30
visit money changer inr7000
meditation registration a sit a serve
yoga course research
visit dalai lama X
service in mothers' teresa
a pen for scott
visit bangkok
visit singapore X
fix travel pillow
fix travel eye mask
wash sleeping bag
single size heating blanket 280
cover for heating blanket X
travel cooker
iphone cable daiso 5
iphone data backup and updates
check secondhand 4s price 900 X
upload books in pdf
quality papers X
pens and colors
simple stationary
postcards X
light bowl fork spoon cup with handle
ipod shuffle 2gb clear
camera back up
refresh debit card
check anapurna mountain trek cost X
done research of in np bd X
sealable plastic bags
visit clinic for injection X
rope
sticky mud
check plan with a russian friend X
check sri lanka and maldives X
check new zealand working holiday open date ~15TH JAN
ride on longest trip by the same train in India, north to south in sleeper class, south to north 1st/2nd/3rd class, total one week X
Things should bring along:
3in1 winter jacket
a jean with belt
a sunblock long sleeves shirt
two singlets
a short sport pant
a long sport pant
two cotton tees
two sport tees
a long thermal inner wear pant
a long sleeves inner wear tee
a long sleeves fleece
a buff headwear/ headband
extra a rubber headband
rubber bands
extra a durable cotton band
a winter cap
a winter neck warmer
a pair of winter gloves
a pair of cycling gloves X
two fit underwears
three pair of socks
a pair of winter sock
a pair of sandal
a pair of sport shoes
a pair of home shoes X
a sleeping bag
a travel pillow
a heating blanket
a blanket X
a towel
a handkerchief
a allominuim sheet cover
a powerbank and charger
an universal adapter
an extension wire 14
a smartphone with cable and earphone
extra a phone for backup and charger
a psp with two batteries without charger
a camera with charger
an ipod shuffle
a light cup with handle
a light bowl
a fork
a spoon
a funnel
a thermos pot X
ten sealable plastic bags
a sunglasses which able to cover on spectator
a beurer watch
a small umbrella
three small travel bag
a miscellaneous travel bag
a safety bag
a big ikea bag X
a pen for scott
a letter for scott
one 2b pencils
one 4b pencil
one 6b pencil
one black ball pen
a watercolor set
two brushes
a box of color pencil
a glue
a pack of blank hard paper in postcard size
a tearable cellophane tape
a rope 3
a pack of stick mud 5
four clips
a neck key chain
three yellow sticky note pads
two medium size note pads
a pack of medicine
one dozen of tissue paper
one roll toilet paper
a nail cutter
an ear pick
two empty bottles for shampoo and shower
a toothbrush
a tiny bottle of perfume X
a curler maybe
a permanent smiling face anywhere anytime V
a kind heart and embrace everything everytime V
===WELL, MAKE IT ALL IN 60+15L BACKPACK===
P/S: 我忘了洗碗碟。But 我的手真的对洗碗精有点敏感。
最后list down了想要做的东西：
service in mothers' teresa
Things should bring along:
a letter for scott
a watercolor set
two brushes
a box of color pencil
a pack of blank hard paper in postcard size
===WELL, MAKE IT ALL IN 60+15L BACKPACK===
Haunted
I would like to thank the god judges for picking me, to everyone who I love, I love you used to.
一大清早，睁开双眼出房门上楼，便看见世界第三高山，看得我起鸡皮疙瘩。
太震撼了，太美了，是真实的。
伟大的大自然，是严肃无情的。
Hey cute puppy, tell you something
Although we are different from each other, you are here and I am here, we are here sharing the same moment now. Just try to bring someone some happiness, a little better in this world. I was here.
自我挑战
有时候，要挑战自己的极限。
结果很不可思议，从远方小镇，山脚下，山腰，接近顶峰。然后，还要折返。
天亮到天黑。上山途中，一对骑摩托车的外国人 见我 便摇头表示无言。
试验证明：意志力很强。
后来，一只脚不能正常运作了。
His Precious Taj Mahal and My Precious Toilet Paper
那一大清早，肚子不大舒服，便上楼去打算如厕，结果惊见 大忌蛤蟆，兴奋得不得了，放下toilet paper，先hold着拍照。
回头看 小事一桩。
这段时间 匆匆忙忙，迷迷糊糊，昏头呆脑般地 生活到今天，十月了，距离该离开原地的时间快到了。新的旅程务必展开，流浪该国的意愿由高至低 如下：INDIA? SRI LANKA? MALDIVES? NEPAL? TIBET? PAKISTAN? TURKEY? ROME? FRANCE? AFRICA? CHINA? RUSSIA? 机票还真的没勇气给买下。但亲爱的在泰国，所以务必会到曼谷一阵子，希望对方还未飞回美国。
目的性旅行： 25岁的天空。 《继续 发觉美，记录美，传达美，终求美丽故事。》
发觉方式： 深沉感官。
记录方式： 这一次的重点是 绘画训练。真实的文笔记录，所有启发性的人事物，以谈话方式作记录，包括自言自语。手机摄影，记录所有有为或无为的人事物。录影，记录各种体验。录音，替代手写当下的体验。搜集及储存原始资料。这么多事要做，好忙。
传达方式： 经营免费的个人部落格 或许 付费的个人网页，以影像，图文并茂地传达 美，重点是以绘画方式。
OK。以过往的 VIETNAM, CAMBODIA, LAOS, THAILAND, INDIA, NEPAL 的旅行流浪经验，深知计划往往赶不上变化，有很多的时候 真的是得听天由命，但还是得设下一些想法在即将展开的旅途： 安全之上，睡眠务必充足6～8小时，保持灵修，重点是绘画基本训练室内2～4小时&户外1～4小时。好忙！
BUT 回头看，会是小事一桩。
3-10-2014
目的性旅行： 25岁的天空。 《继续 发觉美，记录美，传达美，终求美丽故事。》
发觉方式： 深沉感官。
记录方式： 这一次的重点是 绘画训练。真实的文笔记录，所有启发性的人事物，以谈话方式作记录，包括自言自语。手机摄影，记录所有有为或无为的人事物。录影，记录各种体验。录音，替代手写当下的体验。搜集及储存原始资料。这么多事要做，好忙。
传达方式： 经营免费的个人部落格 或许 付费的个人网页，以影像，图文并茂地传达 美，重点是以绘画方式。
OK。以过往的 VIETNAM, CAMBODIA, LAOS, THAILAND, INDIA, NEPAL 的旅行流浪经验，深知计划往往赶不上变化，有很多的时候 真的是得听天由命，但还是得设下一些想法在即将展开的旅途： 安全之上，睡眠务必充足6～8小时，保持灵修，重点是绘画基本训练室内2～4小时&户外1～4小时。好忙！
BUT 回头看，会是小事一桩。
3-10-2014
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